18 mayo 2011

Mother me.

I wake up, drink coffee and smoke cigarettes. I wish that I could want to be one of those normal people who functions in a normal world. I live in a dreamland of starving.. When I eat, my world comes crashing down and time stands still. I am hungry for hunger. I have no friends, no job, left University due to my ed. I spend my days in a spiral of obsession, measuring, weighing, counting, planning, smoking, starving, eating/panicking.. and fending off the voice in my head.

1 comentario:

Ek dijo...

You have serious problems with your mind, destroy the spiral, Who dominates whom, mind you, or your in your mind?, up the mood.
I know I can not say, but be Consider a cyber friend, never will be lonely people, is a curse.