In cold light of morning while everyone is yawning You're high In the cold light of morning the party gets boring, you're high As your skin starts to scratch and wave yesterdays action goodbye Forget past indiscretions And stolen possessions
Tomorrow As your skin starts to scratch And wave yesterdays action goodbye
Pale white and black with false citrine imperfect white and red. The peacock 's feather in bright colours, the rainbow in the sky above. The spotted panther, the green lion the crow's beak blue as lead. These shall appear before you in perfect white, with many others. After the perfect white follows the grey and false citrine also. And after these shall appear the substance invariable, Then you'll can changed everything.
Sometimes I get so dwn... so so down... everything goes too slow, the time, my actions... all...
the school is being so shit and boring and I'm fucking worried about it...
I'm so excited this time, I go to a Pediatric hospital this time, and is fucking delicated... children... babies... sick babies... and I'm not feeling sure about what I know, I have to work harder... because, yeah... I guess I love kids... specially them.
I've this feeling since two days ago.
FAST AND LOW HEART BEATING
And a extreme depression.
...this morning my heart is like... Working harder to beat.
That means there's a lot of adrenaline.
I'm producing adrenaline, it happens when you have to "run away" like an advice you are in danger...
When you heart stops to beat, doctors inject you adrenaline to make it beat.
I'm secreting adrenaline, and yeah since yesterday I have the feeling of "run away" and never ever come back... To nothing, to no one.
Could it be...? My heart is giving up... It doesn't wants to beat anymore?