28 mayo 2011

A New Swan Queen

"Unfortunately, I am starting to realize how vengeful, hateful, uncompassionate, and selfish people are. It's an inevitable lesson to be learned by teenagers, i suppose. I still alive a fantasy world in wich people are compassionate, admit to their wrongs and are decent human beings. I hope to soon snap out of this silly thought process through. And see, without glasses, that the human race is a whole disappointing and disgusting, and thinking or expecting anything more is dumb on my part and will any lead to more feeling of disgust and disapointment."

It isn't anyone's fault, it's just how is it.

26 mayo 2011

A Room Of Her Own

"Is not getting any easier
Some days it feels like i'm disappearing, you know?
kind of like how you forgot about me...
Now it feels like everyone else is too
and i'm just here...
constantly fading in and out peoples lives."

I know there's something wrong with me... i'm not human, i'm not that human you want to... i'm just a piece of metal, so cold... i can't move... put me some oil please...

23 mayo 2011

The new season.

"She was a genius of sadness, immersing herself in it, separating its numerous strands, appreciating its subtle nuances. She was a prism through wich sadness could be divided in its infinit spectrum"

(Thanks EK ♥ :) i hope you keep reading )

18 mayo 2011

Mother me.

I wake up, drink coffee and smoke cigarettes. I wish that I could want to be one of those normal people who functions in a normal world. I live in a dreamland of starving.. When I eat, my world comes crashing down and time stands still. I am hungry for hunger. I have no friends, no job, left University due to my ed. I spend my days in a spiral of obsession, measuring, weighing, counting, planning, smoking, starving, eating/panicking.. and fending off the voice in my head.

15 mayo 2011

that golden girl

A girls got to suffer for fashion

She knows what her body can do-ooh-ooh

She finds a man and she makes it her passion

I'm happy trying all the time with a boy like you.

  ♥ ♥ ♥

06 mayo 2011

Nina's Dream

I've lost my friends, my hair, my good grades, my smile, my life and my mind. But I haven't lost enough weight.