21:00

All is a bout numbers.

2 times to say it

Only 1 open door

4 times to die ( 4/2= 2 and 1 is the good)

1 thing to make me hate you

1 cm in the border

Scratch 3 times, 7 different places

Count (cars,plants, people blah blah) and divide it into 21

decimals? count again.

School grades: never 5, 6, 7, 8, 9. I don't like odd numbers on my grades, and 8 is really low, 6? PFF never.

(kyo+naya)(DEG)
(3+4)(3)=21

About food; NEVER odd colors, pieces (3 green broccoli 1 orange carrot) gr, lt, plates (we are 5 in the house, i need eat later with my sister in the night, or not eat till only be 4, 2 persons in the house including me, normally are 3 so... )

Step by step, from school at home.

Pair, odd... doesn´t really matter, NUMBERS do.

I N F I N I T E

(maybe changes, but never ends)

Black eyed

Fake

Everyday... i realize how much i hate people, how thay are a bunch of lies, how fucked is all around me, painted in a wonderful way...

and they talk and talk about how wonderful is being there, in the university, in a good one... one of the best... wich obviously... has a bad bad sides and they know it, and they forget it soon...
how all what i dreamed has become in something i fear now, is too complicated...
I waited so much, for a lot of people, of my school... of my "friends" with wich i laugh in class...

but i'm a part of it, i'm still smiling... even inside i'm like hitting in the face of everything i discovered of everyone of them, of course there are good things, like... some teachers...

but i'm sure of something i feared since long time ago, and to my disgrace, is here now, in my mind...

Even being in the right place where i wanted... i feel complete, frustrated, depressed and everything what i feel in almost everywhere.

(And i keep fat and ugly)

Forever.

 You and only you♥

Happy 1 year and 10 months *3*

RED

‘Cause the morning always comes to kill the dream

You had the night before

Well I’m dragging myself all along the pavement
Up in the sky, there’s someone behind

And he’s guiding my steps

Up and down the life stairs

Helps me thereby leaving again

C . a d a e i c

Midnights so dreary, tired and weary,
Silently pondering volumes extolling all by-now obsolete lore.
During my rather long nap - the weirdest tap!
An ominous vibrating sound disturbing my chamber's antedoor.
"This", I whispered quietly, "I ignore".

Perfectly, the intellect remembers: the ghostly fires, a glittering ember.
Inflamed by lightning's outbursts, windows cast penumbras upon this floor.
Sorrowful, as one mistreated, unhappy thoughts I heeded:
That inimitable lesson in elegance - Lenore -
Is delighting, exciting...nevermore.

C3

The wind calm down after yesterday's hurricane

I like the wind, I like unconstrained wind
Wind, I am at the center of it

I feel relief

Everytime the sun sets,

Shadows begins to overflow the room

The air start to divide into two

Then divide two into four

It starts to disintegrate

That moment,

Sounds start to wave in my head

From sometime ago, it was like this

I can't remember when

The shadows of those who take in the brightest light is thick

The strong sun attack me again today

Black tears, Bright smile, Colorless me

A world without color

It hurts even without wound

It doesn't hurt even with wound

A wound which couldn't be comforted

A wound which will maybe comforted

 

I sit alone vacantly in darkness room

I hear music in my ears though I didn't turn the music on.

Winter.

Here comes the sun...

Happy 1 year & 9 months♥

I love you, everything in my life is you, don't be baka, you know i can never be mad at you, you know it, i was mad with me, not with you... never with you. You are everywhere with me, in the songs... like the day we fought, "Special of Justin B. and neeeeeeext Special of Bruno Mars, meanwhile Skyscraper of DL" on tv ...OK OK LIFE!! I know what to do... but i wanted to know if you can do the same... but why wait for? If the only bad person there was me.
 

Here comes the sun (turururu~)

here comes the sun, and i say

it's all right

Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter

little darling, it feels like years since it's been here

here comes the sun

here comes the sun, and i say

it's all right

I'M SORRY.

What are you wearing?

Just ...Venus

The good one.

I hope the sun shines

And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you

You wish you had stayed.

UFO

...
anyday, now... it's gonna start - my real life.

and anyday, now: everything is gonna be all right...
anyday, now: life's gonna get real good.
and somehow: life'll be like i sed it would

anyday, now - mark my word!
anyday, now - i will be heard!
anyday, now - my ship will finally come in...
anyday, now: i'm gonna jump right in.

and anyday, now: my destiny will begin.

and until then i'll just be here

wasting my time...

but, don't you worry,

i'll be just fine:

finally come in...

Todo lo que sucedió el viernes pasado, todo lo que me sucedió, quiero guardarlo solo para mí.

H

There's something about Sunday night that really makes you want to kill yourself.

Hit the lights.

41

39

37

35

33

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and we will see.

IT´S ALL ABOUT US [Untouchable]

I still remember the words you said. The hesitations, the sighs, the stuttering, and everything in between. I still remember the things you promised, - your words of comfort that made me sleep so good at night. The sound of your voice lingers as you tried to find the right words to say goodbye in the sweetest way possible. Everything that has once felt so real, has now faded far away to a place I sometimes wish to revisit.