i.kyo.tuzki.u?

23 mayo 2010

.iloveyou.

35 kilograms

And you make me feel

so pretty

full of energy

complete

so… enough

I LOVE YOU NAYA

i just can't stop to be happy!!!

i want to run without air

dance till fall down

kiss till bleed

hurt myself

give you everything

don't eat don't eat don't eat

laugh

regret

live

love

NAYA NAYA NAYA NAYA

paradise

friends

money

Diego

study

university

maths

pollo

whore

scream

disorder

adcition

hit

cold

hope

blood

hair

cry

bad

lies

waiting

mao

hate

daughter

crazy

mechanic

mistakes

paranoic

35 kilograms...

thanks

10 mayo 2010

.mechanical.s ...

I was hanging from a tree (i'm?)

Unaccustomed (?) to such violence

Jesus looking down on me

I'm prepared for one big silence

How'd I ever end up here
Must be through some lack of kindness
And it seemed to dawn on me
Haemoglobin is the key

Haemoglobin is the key

To a healthy heart beat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heart beat

At the time they cut me free
I was brimming with defiance
Doctors looking down on me
Breaking every law of science
How'd I ever end up here?

A latent strain of color blindness
Then it seemed to dawn on me

Haemoglobin is the key

And now my feet don't touch the ground

And now my feet don't touch the ground

And now my feet don't touch the ground

And now my feet don't touch the ground

As they dragged me to my feet
I was filled with incoherence
Theories of conspiracy

The whole world wants my disappearance

I'll go fighting nail and teeth
You've never seen such perseverance
Going to make you scared of me

07 mayo 2010

.rage.

Queda que poco queda

de nuestro amor apenas queda nada

apenas mil palabras

Quedan...

Queda solo el silencio que hace

estallar la noche fría y larga

la noche que no acaba

Solo eso queda...

Solo quedan las ganas de llorar

a ver que nuestro amor se aleja

Frente a frente bajamos la mirada

pues ya no queda nada de qué hablar

nada...

Queda poca ternura que y alguna vez haciendo

una locura un beso y a la fuerza

Queda...

Queda un gesto amable para no hacer la vida

insoportable y así ahogar las penas

Solo eso queda...

i miss , how does it feel, be in your arms

i think, i'm still being... a bit human ...~~remember~~

06 mayo 2010

.hold.

please... breath...

i'm so happy

Eating

nibbling at my nerves
picking at my priorities

licking away my laughter
feeding off my fear
gulping down my growth
consuming my confidence
and...
swallowing my self...

try.... please try to calm down...

no... just do it and lose control

grita

breath breath breath breath

simply love it...

when you make me bleed

and i make you bleed...

Diego ....van 50 veces que te rasuro la cabeza desde que te conoci... cuando nos volvemos a golpear?

I LOVE YOU MY NAYA

all your bloody body

you

drive me

crazy

.Sweet.Life.

.Mad.Life.

.Last.Life.

.Brain.Crash.

27 abril 2010

.breath.

Sumamente cansada

preocupada

angustiada

Mi cuerpo simplemente ya no aguanta

y pretendo abusar más de el

ha de haber alguna manera, de estar en todo

Escuela

Trabajo

Estudio

Naya

y yo…

Tomaré dos horas más de escuela

Solo es cosa de saber separar las cosas, saber cómo llevarlas sin que se te caigan

de dedicarle su debido tiempo a cada cosa y ser paciente

Respirar

Y

Desahogarse

(Doctor, hay algo nuevo que tratar, he tenido fallas en mi sistema)